You guys are SO much further along than me in every facet. For me, it's a total 180 lifestyle wise. Activity, food, mentality, everything. - and it's actually inspirational to even be in the loop with confirmed winners like yourselves. I am deeply thankful for that - it's very encouraging and uplifting.
Workouts will continue. We go from yes, fatass decent (not good or great by any means) drunk ass poker player (though I have no problem with poker players whatsoever, I respect it and will still do it here and there for the challenge as a hobby, not for an income) to something else that I am going to announce when everything is confirmed, which point I cannot wait to share with you guys - BUT I will wait until it's a confirmed long term win for that - because I am NOT wasting your time with another failure.
Poker was bad for me - not because of other players and certainly not the house - because of me. Sit on my ass binging on casino food and wondering why I can't get laid. Hmmm - real thinker there - not. Instead now it's mostly only healthy food - chicken breast, veggie sides, etc. Today was tilapia with veggies. Cool. Unsweetened for energy. Sure good enough to win for a few months, but with a head so lost in bullshit that long term I was always eventually just another sucker.
Alcohol - yup I'm lucky to even be here, and it's true. Blackouts, hospitals, getting blacked out drunk and lost in areas you would not want to even begin to know about. Thanks for that lyft back then dude - you might have saved my life, to be honest, I do remeber that shit and I'm gonna holler back at you all. Collapsing on the street. House sitting for an incredible friend, passing out in the doorway with the door open. Asshole, dickhead. It's not completely kicked yet. Still on a few beers nightly to shake withdrawal, that'll fade and then I'll only drink socially if at all. It's been to self medicate massive anxiety. Scheduled appointment with doctor for that is upcoming, and that'll take care of that soon enough. Hopefully I haven't driven my BP up too high with all the stupid crap. Hopefully no other bad news.
Mentality - If you don't like something look away. If you don't like someone, don't talk to them. Arguments are stupid unless there is an intellectual element to them.
So, it's early for Maxi on the right path. Let's keep it on that path and see where it goes.