Teela
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I was working out regularly. Did I enjoy it? Not at first, but I need to be active. Now, I'm just a lazy bum that can't do anything.
I was working out regularly. Did I enjoy it? Not at first, but I need to be active. Now, I'm just a lazy bum that can't do anything.
IAG, I have not had an episiode in a while. I usually have at least 1/year, but I honestly can't recall the last time I had an episode. It's a brutal feeling. I'll never forget the time I had my first episode. I think I was 17 or 18. Just a brutally strange experience like I was possessed or demons taking over my body while sleeping. A horrible feeling for sure.
I don't mean to worry you, but I went a long time ...like 5-10 years without an episode and had one within the last year. I hope it is at least another 5-10 years before the next. Awful.
I don't mean to worry you, but I went a long time ...like 5-10 years without an episode and had one within the last year. I hope it is at least another 5-10 years before the next. Awful.
I had to look up this sleep disorder, it sounds truly awful and horrifying.
I had to look up this sleep disorder, it sounds truly awful and horrifying.
That sounds exactly like how mine go. Feeling like I will die if I can't break thru to wake up. Evil presence..the whole bit....scary. Do you sleep on your back? Supposedly happens more when you do.Yes it is awful. I know now when I am having one I can force myself to wake up, but it's like fighting that "demon" trying to get yourself to wake up. What a weird feeling. I am sleeping yet I know I need to wake myself up to break the episode up. Strange. Now that it's on my mind I bet I will have one soon.
It really is an awful feeling Cami. It's hard for people who don't suffer from these episodes to understand what it's like.
That sounds exactly like how mine go. Feeling like I will die if I can't break thru to wake up. Evil presence..the whole bit....scary. Do you sleep on your back? Supposedly happens more when you do.