Got arrested twice this weekend. One was a DUI and the other was public drunkenness. I only was there to do laundry but I started watching football talking to ridiculously attractive women. They seemed to not mind which was very cool. Out on bail and the next year or two will be challenging at times but it'll pass. Jail was terrible - don't go. Freedom, cleanliness and nourishment are all so beautiful. Happy to be alive and able to go to my job, very happy about that. I do miss my car, my guitar and my clothes, a lot. I planned as I told you guys on playing a set on the streets but since it's in my car which I won't have for a little while. I'd say it happens but it needs to not happen. Vodka, beer and girls are fun but you have to keep it in line.
Sigh, very deep sigh. I cannot fuck up or my Father will pass viewing me as a failure.
I am humiliated by pain and failure as we speak but a bump in the road is only a bump in the road if you can learn and adjust. I am scared, it's true but it'll work out. I really have come to not know failure but yes, being incarcerated was that tough.
I am happy that blonde talked to me though and maybe I'll see her around sometime.
In the words of Bradley Nowell:
"Well I ain't never been right as I ain't never been wrong
As everything works out the way it does in this song
'Cause once in a while you get shown in the light
In the strangest of places if you look at it right"