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My problem is I am too mindful of waste. That is my problem.

I was just buying cheez at the store and they had 500 gram hunks on sale for 5 bucks. In comparison, 200 gram hunks are 4 bucks. The 500 gram hunk is obviously way better value.

But the thing is, I can't usually eat 500 grams of cheez before it starts going moldy. In fact I just threw away the butt of my previous 500 gram hunk when I got this new hunk home. I would guess it was only like 38 grams or something that I threw away - so it is still way better value on the big hunk even throwing that away - but my mindfulness of waste weighs on my mind.

Just throwing away food seems wrong. I wish I could get it to some starving kids in Africa. I bet they wouldn't mind a little bit of mold on the edge of their cheez. Then again if I am going to give food to starving Africans, I should just give them some nice new food. We have so much here - they have so little. The truth is, I never give anything to starving Africans.

My mom says black people live in Africa.
 
Have you ever woken up from a dream and had the feeling that there was something you needed to take care of but then you realized that the thing you need to take care of was something that was happening in your dream so you had nothing to take care of?

That happened to me this morning. I was actually a little bummed out when I realized that there was nothing for me to take care of. So I made some scrambled egg whites and had a very boring breakfast by myself with nothing to take care of.
 
Have you ever woken up from a dream and had the feeling that there was something you needed to take care of but then you realized that the thing you need to take care of was something that was happening in your dream so you had nothing to take care of?

That happened to me this morning. I was actually a little bummed out when I realized that there was nothing for me to take care of. So I made some scrambled egg whites and had a very boring breakfast by myself with nothing to take care of.



I have carryover dream emotions all the time. somtimes good somtimes bad.

I often dream i'm back in grad school and I only have a short amount of time to finish my final thesis project and everything keeps going wrong.

I wake up and feel nervous.

Other times, I win a great deal of money or have somthing great happen, and I wake up and feel good. and then realize I don't actually have that new car.

the worst is when someone dies in a dream, and you wake up and you are relieved that they aren't actually dead. but you are still bummed out a little bit for a few hrs.
 
I often get dreams of being unprepared. Like similar to what Archie describes, I'll be back at school and maybe an exam is about to start and I have not studied and I know nothing.

It is a sick, panicky feeling and it is usually a relief to wake up from it.


Another repeat scenario is the dream about being chased. I am under suspicion of something and people want to accuse/arrest me. Again, it is a relief to wake up.


Dreams are often a good way to gauge my waking mental health. If I am having a lot of "unprepared" dreams, it is because there is something going on in real life that has me feeling unprepared. I am feeling like I don't have enough control. Makes sense for someone who bets on sports for a living - although it is a much bigger issue than just that.

If I am having dreams of being chased and accused, I can usually look at my life and realize that I have areas where I am being secretive/sneaky. It means I need to communicate better.



I am intrigued about the dream where there is something you need to take care of and it is a good thing which is sad to wake up from. I don't recall having that. I wonder what it means.
 
I used to have these stress/anxiety dreams all the time - I was forced to go back to high school because someone had figured out that I wasn't paying attention during these stupidly boring math classes and that my GF at the time was doing my homework. :wah:

It could still happen.

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