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Muddy how is Jenny doing?

if you feel like no answering no worry



Assuming you are talking about the girl, I don't really know. Haven't spoken to her in awhile. 9 months? She started getting prickly and erratic to the point where I decided I would leave it to her to contact me if she wanted to be in contact - which she hasn't.

She has a relatively new Facebook profile which Facebook keeps showing to me suggesting that we could be friends. How Facebook knows there is a connection between us, I don't know. But anyway, from her profile, it does not appear she has a job yet.

That's about all I can report.
 
I probably would if I thought about it but I don't think about it. At the end sex with her wasn't great anyway. Due to her extensive health problems, she was on several meds, and one of the side effects was loss of sexual sensitivity. So she couldn't cum. At the start she was so responsive and I could make her cum over and over and I loved that, but that's how things ended up and it was kind of empty.

The truth is I missed having sex with her when I was actually having sex with her more than I do now, if you get my meaning. Now my world is so focused on music I am not thinking much about sex with anyone.
 
Random thoughts about sex:



the best sex I ever had was with my ex, Maureen. I swear we had a honeymoon that lasted years. We were still going at it 6 and 8 times some days, years after we first hooked up. We were so horny for each other. That's a long time ago now. Time flies.



Jenny was never fantastic in bed but she was definitely the most beautiful girl I ever had sex with. If I gave it much thought, that's what I would miss. She was a work of art. I never expect to sleep with someone that beautiful again. But then over the time we knew each other she had many health problems that wrecked her appearance quite a bit. At one point she starved herself down to like 82 pounds. You don't just bounce back from that.



If I am missing sex with anyone right now it is Lisa who cam after Jenny. I still don't understand why that didn't work out.

(Well of course I do understand why that didn't work out but I don't like to face the truth which is that I obviously just didn't work for her as much as she made it appear, and as much as she worked for me.)
 
I need more options with the multiple choice. It's like this:

I met her at AA in 1990 after we both got sober. We were together clean and sober for a number of years.

I had a relapse which began when we were together and had a lot to do with our break up. It wasn't the only factor but it was a big matzo ball in there.



I think of her as being post-addiction troubles, but you could make a case that she was before, during or after.
 
Apparently I bear some resemblance to Bryan Cranston. Today was the second time in recent history I have been told.

It has taught me something about my psychology. If I had been told this when he was a co-star of Malcolm in the Middle, I suspect it would have been a very neutral experience. Just a random piece of information going nowhere.

But because he is now the star of a very cool show, the comparison today acted as a big pick-me-up.

Which is psychologically goofy because it's not as if anything has anything to do with anything.