Matty, where is the problem if I don't buy in to the whole Brock Lander's ordeal? Seriously, who does it hurt if I choose to believe or not believe in something that others may believe or not believe in?
As for being envious, there are people I am actually envious of for a number of reasons, if that makes me pathetic then so be it but I can assure you Brock isn't one of them. I tend to envy people that accomplish things I think are impressive to me, big or small. I envy people who capable of picking up something or learning something with relative ease. Yes Matty I have envy but again, I am not envious of Brock Landers.
Matty, in the long run I might be wrong but I would much rather live life not believing something and finding out I was wrong than to believe foolishly and find out the only thing I was right about was being a fool.