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She is Here.

Okay, so I never knew the purpose he had in mind when he asked me to join that day.

I am here to clear his name. I know you all think he lied.

I am not here to say a hard core addicted gambler since adolescence or earlier isn't a liar.

Addicts lie.

However, it was ME, that said, "Sure no problem I'll join the site and say whatever you want."

It was vague, and he didn't tell me what to say.

The night I said yes to this, I had just completed a great dinner along with a glass of wine. I drink a glass maybe every few months, so it does hit me hard. I called him feeling nostalgic and he was in the middle of some cali girl game live drama.

When you are not on a message board I hope you know to others it is a distant bubble you are in. We have no idea how to get in or why you are in.

And yes, years ago, I was on message board, I hope it was for no longer than a month (not a gambling one).

I was in a bubble.

I am not here to judge. I hope it doesn't come off that way, but when I read all the post, as he said to look around before I post..... I was stunned at the bullying that was so prevalent. I actually had a tone with Casper that was bordering on sadness as to why he would subject himself to this site.

I realize men are wired differently. But when the competitive, angry, and utter objectification of women seeps into your outside life, you know you need to take days off from the computer's message boards.
Too blurry.
Clarity needed when outside.
It makes communicating with people in the flesh, eye to eye much harder.

Briefly, as for cali girl, I feel the same with straight women in the Military: they do not belong. Distractions. This I have heard countless times from good Soldiers and Marines.
Ok, maybe women can be nurses, but isn't that what the gay guys are for these days in the Military? ;)

The need she had to be on a site full of men that bully and gamble (mostly) shows something in her very sad. All the men in Military know that the straight women that enlist have very large, bruised baggage and voids.
But she left soon, so I hope she is doing really well. She will be an amazing woman one day.

Incidentally, the message board I was on nearly ten years ago, had rules, and if you were not polite during adult debates you were removed quickly. So, this site through me for a loop.

Isn't life hard enough, do we need to spread bad energy to each other online here, as well, as when you walk outside your door?


I miss the old Casper, who had hopes and dreams. Yes, he still gambled all the time but had a kindness along with Patience.
He cannot blame his horrible life or this or that, he chose to become this way. I know.
He has turned very mean and unpredictable. I would adore having him as a friend, a comrade, as he was years ago. He seems fixated on robots, i.e., girls that are unattainable and are not real friends to him.

Safe bets.

Oh.

I see.

I am sure you all know what I am referring.


He and I have the same taste in films, art, poets, etc, so it is a real shame we cant be 'normal' and hang out.
When I was in Vegas recently he punished me because I was not able to see him the day he wanted. So, all the other days I had, he said no. He was very abusive and scary to me on the phone over that one day. Think Adam Sandler, Punch Drunk Love.
Really.


At least you all I know I am real. He did not lie. And I hope he will appreciate me clearing his name, perhaps late and anticlimactic, but know this isn't him, as many of you said it would be him writing under a fake name, because this is a balanced and honest letter that I highly doubt he would write about himself.

I love an addict and it is the hardest thing in the world. He changed me from early on. He was a brilliant story teller. Sold many. I bought every one of them.


Yes, we did meet on The Montel Williams show in NYC (teenagers addicted to gambling topic). I should have known, but being so young and brand new to NYC, I was a bit intrigued with this high end NJ suburbia meets the underground NYC street life he was in. He probably thought the same of me.

But any habit for that long is truly detrimental to all around him. If this was heroin, we all know he would be dead. So it is a life long gambling habit with occasional days of sobriety.


Is he now the walking dead?


I don't think his lies were mean, I feel he always meant them at the time, just like he knew he had an in on that last bet.......



Thank you for the read. Please be civil to each other.


REAL Hugs to All..............In Spirit.

Persephone
XOXOOX
 
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stop capping games. If you haven't made it yet you never will.

What, do you think all of a sudden at your advanced age you are going to start hitting at a 60% clip?

Give me a break guy you are beyond delusional. I say this because I care about you. Stop. Gambling.
 
Do you talk like you write persephone? Really strange pauses. At weird spots. Do you have a picture to show us of you? If you are hot we might be able to overlook some of your flaws. Somewhat forgiving we are if the situation is right. And by situation I mean show us your tits.
 
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