What kind of woman are you picking? Why are you picking that type of damaged woman? What is it in you that needs to replay bad situations? What benefit do you get out of not finding a "good woman" and staying stuck in a victim mentality?
I pick the ones who are on the internet. I make jokes and subtle commentary. No lying, no faking, just being myself and honest about who I am. Many get turned off because of the gambling thing, others get turned off because they don't get my jokes. I swear I once was emailing with this chick, she was dumb but I didn't care, I swear she said she likes to talk about politics. Mrs. X I swear, I wrote her an email about politics making fun of talking about politics. It was an email that made zero sense, I just slapped together the first politics cliches that popped into my head, and sent it off. It was something like this "I think that at this time, it is the role of government to adduce the will of the people to address the needs of the people who must express themselves through the power with which the Constitution naturally embues them with the same natural rights that we all, as human beings, must exercise, or perish"
it was complete BS Mrs X I went on and on, making fun of politics. It made zero sense. I used words completely wrong, it was ridiculous, it was awesome.
Mrs X I swear, this idiot thought I was serious and wrote me back, addressing some of the "points" I made. It was awesome, you should have seen this sh*t. Maybe I have it saved on my computer, I will post it. I hope I did save it, it was ridiculous and hilarious and shows what the hell I have to go through whenever I try to get a GF.
Try to get out of yourself and evaluate your choices and actions with a unbiased judgment.
I know what the problem is. The problem is all normal and smart women who are likely to be in good relationships are already in them. I know dozens of them. All I can do is keep asking people to set me up and keep going on the internet and writing smart emails to people and suffering the indignity of idiots not getting it. But that's fine, I know. I will keep trying.
I am in my 30s.
mrs x hook me up with your friends if you have any, but none that are annoying, none that are pretentious. also not into tattoos and piercings and plastic surgeries, just into regular good hearted bookish women who are not ugly and not nerds and also horny and have no sexual hangups or disorders