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reno cool
So what's this bad mood you're in? You're in Hawaii, swimming with the fishes, having a ball. Yet still unhappy? Why?

Maybe the role of narcissistic scientist isn't meant for you.
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That is an excellent question Reno. My brain is broken. Not totally. Not all the time. But, not operating like it should, at least I don't think. This is my scientific deduction, but not ever having another brain than this, I can never be sure.

It's really hot here, we worked out last night and I couldn't do a pull up. Three months of P90X and I still can't do a pull up. I'm hot. I'm frustrated and I start to loose it because I can't do this stupid thing. Then I start thinking about how I'm so hard on myself and how I got this way and I realize my feet are itching and they've been itching for awhile. For me, this is a precursor to a panic attack. Did I freak out, ramp myself up and cause a panic attack, or was I having a panic attack and taking it out on the pull up bar and then Daft because of it?

Not sure, but the pull up bar definitely did not deserve that kind of treatment.

I'm fine today and once again having a great time swimming with the fishes and sitting in the sun.
 
Mrs. X
That is an excellent question Reno. My brain is broken. Not totally. Not all the time. But, not operating like it should, at least I don't think. This is my scientific deduction, but not ever having another brain than this, I can never be sure.

It's really hot here, we worked out last night and I couldn't do a pull up. Three months of P90X and I still can't do a pull up. I'm hot. I'm frustrated and I start to loose it because I can't do this stupid thing. Then I start thinking about how I'm so hard on myself and how I got this way and I realize my feet are itching and they've been itching for awhile. For me, this is a precursor to a panic attack. Did I freak out, ramp myself up and cause a panic attack, or was I having a panic attack and taking it out on the pull up bar and then Daft because of it?

Not sure, but the pull up bar definitely did not deserve that kind of treatment.

I'm fine today and once again having a great time swimming with the fishes and sitting in the sun.
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Mrs.X, these are extracaricular activities. These things should not be upsetting you.

Do you ever feel like you should be enjoying yourself, but you never truly are? I feel that way sometimes.
 
reno cool
Mrs.X, these are extracaricular activities. These things should not be upsetting you.

Do you ever feel like you should be enjoying yourself, but you never truly are? I feel that way sometimes.
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I know Reno. We've had these discussions before. I do go overboard. But this little freak out I think was more a function of my brain and I'm pretty sure it would have happened no matter what I was doing. It seriously was just an episode. This was the first untriggered panic attack/crazy pants freak out I've had in probably two months. They are getting less frequent the longer I've been off Cymbalta.

We hiked down under an awesome waterfall and hung out at the beach. I'm eating amazing food everyday, and I'm here with friends. I'm really enjoying every (well, except those couple of hours in there yesterday) minute.
 
Fischnasty
im worried that you might be getting some kind of cabin fever from being on that island.
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At the waterfall I did really feel like I was in the cast of LOST.

Great, now add delusions to my symptoms. I heard this sound in my head a few times while hiking through the tall grass and vines. It was hard not to. I'm half way through the last season and everything looks like the LOST set out here when you get away from the buildings. They just finished filming the next Pirates of the Caribbean movie a few weeks ago.


I'm leaving tomorrow night. On to a healthier environment....Las Vegas.
 
Mrs. X
I know Reno. We've had these discussions before. I do go overboard. But this little freak out I think was more a function of my brain and I'm pretty sure it would have happened no matter what I was doing. It seriously was just an episode. This was the first untriggered panic attack/crazy pants freak out I've had in probably two months. They are getting less frequent the longer I've been off Cymbalta.

We hiked down under an awesome waterfall and hung out at the beach. I'm eating amazing food everyday, and I'm here with friends. I'm really enjoying every (well, except those couple of hours in there yesterday) minute.
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I have sufferd from those for years, not as bad as years past, but still get them. I am actually not joking here....Good luck with that...
 
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I have sufferd from those for years, not as bad as years past, but still get them. I am actually not joking here....Good luck with that...
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It's pretty bad huh? I never knew. When people said panic attack I would kind of write them off like, "geesh, get your shit under control". Now I know. It feels like a heart attack and losing your mind all at once. Also, seriously baffling when it comes out of nowhere.
 
Mrs. X
It's pretty bad huh? I never knew. When people said panic attack I would kind of write them off like, "geesh, get your shit under control". Now I know. It feels like a heart attack and losing your mind all at once. Also, seriously baffling when it comes out of nowhere.
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yea, had my first one at 26, I'm 41 now. I guess everybody has their cross to bear, this one is mine. Nobody likes to talk about for the very reasons you gave. In my 10 years or so of posting, this is the 2nd time I even mentioned it.
 
BGS 9.5
yea, had my first one at 26, I'm 41 now. I guess everybody has their cross to bear, this one is mine. Nobody likes to talk about for the very reasons you gave. In my 10 years or so of posting, this is the 2nd time I even mentioned it.
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Do you take anything for it? I keep meaning to go to the doctor, and then don't. When it's not happening, it's easy to just push it out of your mind. I also get insomnia off and on. I've noticed they had been coming more when I wasn't sleeping well. I thought I could get some ambien and some sort of other thing to take the edge off. I keep going back and forth because....now I know you're going to be shocked to hear this....I have a history and quite enjoy abusing drugs.
 
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