I was going to just try to stick to liquor as a unhealthy coping mechanism but I think a muscle relaxer is in order for tonight. My sister has some. She doesn't like to take them.
Weird.
I know it's a slippery slope leading to me running screaming from the house to score heroin in the ghetto, but, I think they'll be gone before I break.
They will be gone soon, won't they? There was talk of Monday, but then a "I don't know" after it. I'm going to try to politely push for Monday, but my family doesn't really get subtlety. I don't want to be rude, but I also don't want to have to become a junkie. Trust me, I've explored all other options, and drug abuse/addiction is the only logical and smart solution.