Moods

[Mudcat]

I feel like I have been a bit bipolar lately.

It is not unusual at all for addicts to have underlying mood stuff going on - but I have been the exception. 20+ years in the recovery zone and there was one extremely serious depression - 1992-93ish.

But other than that, nothing much.

But looking back, I can really recognize what a gloomy Nov-Dec I had. Just how I was acting at work. Not that I stopped working hard - or well - and I wasn't aggressively mean or argumentative or anything. But I was just more-or-less a black cloud. People noticed and a few gentle comments were made (afterwards). These days I am definitely uncharacteristically cheery and jovial. Nothing wrong with that - I feel great - but just not quite me.

No particular point being made here - just something I feel like I should take some ownership of.

 

[eggs]

Well that's good to hear

 

[Archie]

noticed a more elevated mood as we come out of the cold dark winter

Seasonal Affective Disorder is a yearly battle for me

near mid summer I can be near hypo manic


moods

 

[housepicks]

I don't have moods that relate to anything. Winter, or cold,'or dark or sunny, or any unnormal anxiety or anything. I am 1000% perfectly normal as fuck. My mind is like a Ken Dolls body. The most absolute representation of what is average Joe picket fence middle of America everyday guy.

 

[Archie]

I don't have moods that relate to anything. Winter, or cold,'or dark or sunny, or any unnormal anxiety or anything. I am 1000% perfectly normal as fuck. My mind is like a Ken Dolls body. The most absolute representation of what is average Joe picket fence middle of America everyday guy.

your mind is dick-less and has no balls?

 

[housepicks]

I've never looked for Kens dick.

 

[Mudcat]

I might owe a few apologies. Although, again, I wasn't being openly mean or anything. But I dunno, I was probably rolling my eyes at people and stupid passive-aggressive shit. There are some genuinely dumb things I deal with every day. Usually I just shrug it off - but I was probably doing some eye-rolling or heavy sighing or shit for a while there.

I don't know.

Maybe some general apologies are in order - at least acknowledgments.

 

[reno cool]

I can just picture Mudcat packing boxes, sighing and rolling his eyes. Have you busted out the teeth yet and projected them in a serious manner?

 

[Mudcat]

These days it seems that I'm all gleeful - so I'm unmotivated to deploy vaguely threatening chompers.

Hopefully I will be gone from this place before any weird moods roll around again - if they ever do - which I don't expect - but who knows?

Whatever my mood is, there is no denying: this is absolute amateur hour as a warehousing/logistics operation. Plus business is just plain doing poorly.

Gotta get out of here.

 

[Mudcat]

Taxes are done. Always good to get that shit out of the way.

I owed - and this is not a joke - 5 cents. So I paid that shit.



Having taxes out of the way for another year ---> it's good for my mood.

 

[Mudcat]

Ow. I feel good.

 

[roguejuror]

Are your 5 cents also called nickles?

 

[Mudcat]

A Canadian five cent coin - which is now the lowest denomination of coin as we have done away with pennies - is a nickel, yap.