stevek173
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I'm just sorry. We went out and we had that lunch that I would now classify as amazing. Almost 3 hours and I honestly wasn't bored once. You are so cute, the conversation was so flowing with both of our intelligent humor, the food was great and the beer even better. You were beautiful the second you walked out of your little blue car and I was like wow is this really happening. It was. I even put up with your hatred of my hero Mike Richards and when I said Fleury sounds like Balki Bartokomous and you said it was surprising I could remember his name after all this time I really didn't know if it was an insult or a compliment and I love conundrums like that. It's not very often someone leaves me speechless.
Afterward when you texted me to make sure I got home OK I really appreciated that and was definitely into you, and it was coincidental you asked that as I had a powerless GPS like I told you about, mostly because I was nervous about meeting your beautiful self and I forgot the detail of turning my GPS off. It worked out OK though the route was easy enough after all the detours in the Burg.
Then we planned date 2 and I was looking so forward to it. BBQ and a walk who knows where, but just getting each other more.
Then, then. You googled me and ran into my Gamelive Blog. I do admit that I had some crazy times. The breakup with Ookie was a very, very tough time for me and it was one day at a time for a long time. Then I came out of that and not a few months later My friends from State College arranged for me and Nookie to give it another shot after all of these years. She ended up being a very sick drug addict who will do anything to steal some things for the next high. I do admit I got into it with Tris for all the wrong reasons; she was all drama which I hate and I knew it was bad from the start but there I was patching on a bandaid in the form of her. That blew up, she got in trouble and I honestly hope her and the pizza man she got with are doing well.
This might seem hard for you to believe because yes it hasn't been that long but I am past all that now. Someone like you seem to be so far is exactly what I am looking for. My blog might lead you to believe that I run around pulling girls just to sleep with them. I don't. I am all about a companion, someone I can be myself around and trust, someone I have things in common with. I don't know you that well but your love of movies, you hatred of dogs and love of cats, how clever, open and cool you are, and honest too; and you are still so humble in being all of these things. it might seem crazy right now but I am the exact same way in all of those departments.
So it's cool no matter what you have been nothing but sweet to me and I would wish you the best, and like I said I do like you so whatever works for you is fine. I can't change my past, and to be honest I really can't apologize for it either. It is a part of me, it was tougher than I ever imagined and it taught me so much.
It's rare to say this with just about all that I talk to but I just thought there was some potential there for us. I just wanted to get it out in the open, without getting too personal.
No matter what, I wish you the absolute best.
Afterward when you texted me to make sure I got home OK I really appreciated that and was definitely into you, and it was coincidental you asked that as I had a powerless GPS like I told you about, mostly because I was nervous about meeting your beautiful self and I forgot the detail of turning my GPS off. It worked out OK though the route was easy enough after all the detours in the Burg.
Then we planned date 2 and I was looking so forward to it. BBQ and a walk who knows where, but just getting each other more.
Then, then. You googled me and ran into my Gamelive Blog. I do admit that I had some crazy times. The breakup with Ookie was a very, very tough time for me and it was one day at a time for a long time. Then I came out of that and not a few months later My friends from State College arranged for me and Nookie to give it another shot after all of these years. She ended up being a very sick drug addict who will do anything to steal some things for the next high. I do admit I got into it with Tris for all the wrong reasons; she was all drama which I hate and I knew it was bad from the start but there I was patching on a bandaid in the form of her. That blew up, she got in trouble and I honestly hope her and the pizza man she got with are doing well.
This might seem hard for you to believe because yes it hasn't been that long but I am past all that now. Someone like you seem to be so far is exactly what I am looking for. My blog might lead you to believe that I run around pulling girls just to sleep with them. I don't. I am all about a companion, someone I can be myself around and trust, someone I have things in common with. I don't know you that well but your love of movies, you hatred of dogs and love of cats, how clever, open and cool you are, and honest too; and you are still so humble in being all of these things. it might seem crazy right now but I am the exact same way in all of those departments.
So it's cool no matter what you have been nothing but sweet to me and I would wish you the best, and like I said I do like you so whatever works for you is fine. I can't change my past, and to be honest I really can't apologize for it either. It is a part of me, it was tougher than I ever imagined and it taught me so much.
It's rare to say this with just about all that I talk to but I just thought there was some potential there for us. I just wanted to get it out in the open, without getting too personal.
No matter what, I wish you the absolute best.
RJ ty
