So anyway guys what Casp is threatening to tell everyone is that yesterday I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and now I am going to the hospital in two weeks for blood work to see if I have diabetes and other shit before they can give me meds, so that they can ensure the meds don't kill me.
I once again thank all you wonderful brothers and sisters for your love and support during this time. That combined with the breakup cami and I are having combined with some other personal stuff makes for a very challenging time, but as they say that which does not kill you only makes you stronger. I just don't know what to say, I have a lot going on right now but as always it's a conditioning to enjoy the beauty of peaceful living when it is available because before you know it, it won't be. Actually everyone here is so knowledgable about so many things that I will use this thread to vent about it in person because the stress of going in for the blood work etc. sucks - anyone who knows me knows this is the exact kind of thing I absolutely hate to do, stuck on a bed needles hospital gown, waiting, waiting and more waiting. But if I don't do it, I could die because I am not Jimi Hendrix but we have the same shit.
So anyway, thanks again. Love.
Thanks again.