xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxnDecember 8, 2010 at 1:26am
Re: Thought I would explain
Hmmm....I don't know whether to be pleased or disappointed that it took this long for you to see my absolute awesomeness.
I work in banking too. Though I've started from the very bottom and am ever so slowiy working my way up. I credit that to the fact that it's taking that long for me to grow up. I've never been the type of person that wants to "make it." I don't really give a shit about work or careers. However, as I'm nearing 30 and I've done nothing with my life, I feel pressure to at least pretend to be somebody....but only for my dad's sake. I would never want him to feel like I'm a waste.
I grew up in Huntingdon, PA. Living there I always said it was the most god awful town and I was never going back. But it's just like any other small town and I love going back.
I have an ok family. I love my dad and my brother but don't really talk to anyone else that much. I really can't relate to the rest of them. (HA!)
I have one ex. Period. And we were together/engaged for 9.5 years. And he love/hates me. He loves me because I was his first love and we were together so long and he hates me because I slept with his co-worker at a wedding me and my ex were in. Which was just this past August by the way so we had been broken up for a year. That really pissed him off which just made me laugh.
I only have 2 regrets in my life. But I don't dwell on them either. I am who I am now because of my decisions and guess what...I love me. I know I'll always be there for me and I'll always make me laugh when I think I feel feelings.
I watch a shit ton of movies, I read a shit ton of books and I play video games. I know, I know.....how much cooler could I possibly get? Almost my whole life I've worked 2 jobs, so I don't really have much free time. I hate work but I need the cash to support my habits. It's a lose/win situation. When I lived in SC, I volunteered for a lot of stuff. Like PAWS, Salvation Army, Day of Caring, etc etc. I haven't really settled in here yet so I haven't been doing that kind of stuff. Thursday is my first time volunteering and it's to wrap presents for Salvation Army. I always did that back home too...it's fun! I like going out and drinking. Or just hanging with friends and drinking. Basically, I'm a lush and just like drinking.
As for music....I listen to today's hits, classic rock, 80s, newish rock...really whatever. Here's a sample of my ipod: Steve Miller Band, Queen, Theory of a Deadman, Jesse McCartney, Talking Heads, Christina Aguilera, THe Offspring, Taio Cruz, Rihanna, Linkin Park...well, you get the picture.
This just hit
I am interested in knowing what's coming from you next. Serious? Playful? Psychotic?