At what point did you give up on being happy?

[MrX]

Now I am rambling. I am thankful that we have the resources to allow mom to be at home, but she talks daily of being ready to pass, and there are many days recently where I think I am ready for that to happen too. It really is the long goodbye. Thanks for listening Mr. X. Sometimes only people who have been thru it really understand.

Any time, my friend. Long goodbye is right. By the time my mom passed, nearly all of what I associated with her had slowly gone away, but the mind doesn't really process things in that gradual way. Makes for a confusing and conflicting sort of grieving.

Hang in there is all I got, basically.

 

[IAG]

This generic anti depressant sucks. I mean, really how much happiness can $5.00 per month buy? And if this really isn't just a blip day, is it worth $1095 per month for the brand name? Probably not.

You know what makes me happy? Opiates. They were the gold standard for depression at one time. There are still doctors that will prescribe for that....I just need to find one.

Might just be PMS too. I'll have to check the calendar. Or maybe it's just life.

 

[RayRay]

i miss how i felt when i was eating vics like tic tacs...but i bet my liver appreciates the lifestyle change

 

[IAG]

i miss how i felt when i was eating vics like tic tacs...but i bet my liver appreciates the lifestyle change

Seriously, more energy, more focused, happier. Not enough to be out of it, just enough to give me some motivation.


Guess I'll give up on today and think about some of this.

 

[Saulty]

I'm always happy. Even at funerals I'm the one cracking jokes. I put antidepressant drug companies out of business.

 

[Teela]

This thread makes me feel better about the suckage of my life.

 

[Tron]

 

[IAG]

This thread makes me feel better about the suckage of my life.

See? This is really a feel good thread in disguise.

 

[Matty]

Babay is happy.

 

[IAG]

Awwwww now that makes me smile.


Tossed the drink....wasn't doing it and was making me kind of sick. Next up-pistachios.

 

[RayRay]

i shit green when i eat too many...

 

[IAG]

i shit green when i eat too many...

nuh uh?


Mom is happy...or at least content. I gave her a sheet of bubble wrap and she's been popping away for 15 minutes.

 

[IAG]

Just saw on facebook that an ex boyfriend and my ex bff from college both got married today...not to each other mind you. (I was in the college bff's wedding...now I didn't even know she was getting married)

I also just got an email that my niece quit her position at NYC powerhouse law firm to work for an African education non profit. She will go to Uganda in August.

And I'm sitting here eating pistachios and listening to mom pop bubble wrap. Weeeeeee

 

[PuckOff]

we can always do facetime adn I am for certain that it will brighten your day.

 

[reno cool]

Prob as good as anything else. Dont believe the hype pal

 

[IAG]

we can always do facetime adn I am for certain that it will brighten your day.

I would bring you down! Plus you advocate chicken decapitation. Mood killer.

Prob as good as anything else. Dont believe the hype pal

I'm sorry..to which particular hype are you referring? There's a lot of hype out there.

 

[PuckOff]

I would bring you down! Plus you advocate chicken decapitation. Mood killer.

Can you hear me unzipping my zipper?

 

[reno cool]

Hype in general. busybodies. The weddings the ugandas whatever.