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In all honesty after this Chris break up, job ending, not knowing what's next, JL is moving to Colorado and my other best friend is moving to Chicago, my two other best friends moved to San Fran and Seattle, and I'm filling my time with meaningless chores, errands, online procrastination, watching 22 episodes of LOST in like 4 days and other fucking bullshit... That I am now deeply unhappy. I hate going to bed at night bc I lay here finally allowing my mind to wonder and not distracting it with the Internet or going out and doing stuff, and I'm encompassed by sadness. Missing Chris and not having a real reason to get out of bed tomorrow beyond things I have planned to busy myself. I feel like I need to keep myself mentally sharp somehow.anyway I lay here and look at my life and realize that I have nothing left in New York City. I'm doing nothing to make new friends or turn acquaintances into friends and I'm dating to fill the void, not b/c I'm actually interested. So I lay here each night and get terribly depressed. Sleeping pills have been helping a lot but then I'm out of it until 2pm. Tonight I decided to forego the pills.... So I lay here wired on emotion and I finally for the first time since Chris ended things have let myself cry. It's pathetic.
 
Fuck Plommer you beat me to it!

Cali true story....When I first signed up for Soundcloud and was setting up my profile, I got to the choose profile picture part, and just searched my pics for anything random, and ended up using your crying pic.

Now everytime I listen to a 2-hour DJ set there I end up masturbating.
 
I'm sorry cali. Since there is nothing tying to NYC anymore....maybe it's time for a change of scenery. Those places you were talking about moving too? Maybe it's time to send out resumes to those areas, and move. Open a new chapter in life.
 
Cali Cami and I have kicked this around and not sure she agrees but I think you and the lead singer of this band could make a great couple. He's in your area and on my Facebook if you want me to make a suggestion let me know, I could see it.

 
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....... I am home. My apt in NYC is my home.
If you mean my parents - I haven't lived with them for 11 years
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I meant California – they say it's the place you oughta be.


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Fuck Plommer you beat me to it!
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This may have been a surprise to you, but not me.


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Now everytime I listen to a 2-hour DJ set there I end up masturbating.
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Cali just because the cool kids want to barate you and toy with your emotions doesn't mean you shouldn't give this a chance. This guy is cool and nice and I think you two could have a ton of fun together and possibly get married and have little rock and roll babies.

 
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