wal66
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I have never been one who was ashamed of not understanding something and asking seemingly dumb questions if I wanted to learn. Oh sure, like anyone if I think I know something and it turns out I am wrong then I get embarrassed but if I simply dont understand it then I will keep asking until I get it.
Well after the past several days and looking over what I am asking and what you guys are saying and realizing that I just dont get it I am feeling embarrassed.
Some of you get frustrated because you say something and I dont get it. I get frustrated because you say something and I go and research it in order to decipher what you just said and put it into terms which I can understand only to find out that I still didnt get it.
You get frustrated cause you want to help but I make you feel like I want you to take my hand and walk me through things step by step. I get frustrated because I NEED you to take me by the hand and walk me through it step by step.
You guys get frustrated because you either tell me something or reference something to the Think Tank or other source and I cant take it from there and grasp it. I get frustrated because I cant grasp it. Whats worse I dont even comprehend what I am reading.
I said all of that just to say this; I want to learn this stuff. I do not want to become a professional gambler. I dont have a bankroll to spread it across numerous books or place wagers on 20, 30 or more games at a time. I dont have the attention to detail to notice a 2% edge on a game. I dont have what it takes to do what you guys do. I just want to understand it. I would like to be able to learn enough to recognize something that gives me an advantage. I would like to be able to familiarize myself to the point where I can read threads in the Think Tank or post between MonkeyFocker and Durito and not be sitting here scratching my head.
I like and respect you guys and I do apologize to each of you for seemingly being dumb as a box of rocks. Just know that as frustrating as it is for you it is substantially more frustrating and embarrassing on my end.
Well after the past several days and looking over what I am asking and what you guys are saying and realizing that I just dont get it I am feeling embarrassed.
Some of you get frustrated because you say something and I dont get it. I get frustrated because you say something and I go and research it in order to decipher what you just said and put it into terms which I can understand only to find out that I still didnt get it.
You get frustrated cause you want to help but I make you feel like I want you to take my hand and walk me through things step by step. I get frustrated because I NEED you to take me by the hand and walk me through it step by step.
You guys get frustrated because you either tell me something or reference something to the Think Tank or other source and I cant take it from there and grasp it. I get frustrated because I cant grasp it. Whats worse I dont even comprehend what I am reading.
I said all of that just to say this; I want to learn this stuff. I do not want to become a professional gambler. I dont have a bankroll to spread it across numerous books or place wagers on 20, 30 or more games at a time. I dont have the attention to detail to notice a 2% edge on a game. I dont have what it takes to do what you guys do. I just want to understand it. I would like to be able to learn enough to recognize something that gives me an advantage. I would like to be able to familiarize myself to the point where I can read threads in the Think Tank or post between MonkeyFocker and Durito and not be sitting here scratching my head.
I like and respect you guys and I do apologize to each of you for seemingly being dumb as a box of rocks. Just know that as frustrating as it is for you it is substantially more frustrating and embarrassing on my end.