You have ceiling tiles again?
Does your fire alarm work?
Yep and Yep. Smoke alarm confirmed by last night's disastrous excuse for cooking.
Archie don't think I think of FW as a scumbag. He's actually a cool guy who just doesn't like me very much and takes shots and that's fine we're both men. Just the e-stuff gets old - you have something to say, time to be a man and say it to my face and it's that simple, let's see what's what and what we want to do.
Plom is different, he's literally a scumbag but at the very same time wannabe true scumbag. All the racist shit he said about Cami and her kids, the harassment of Cami to my workplace, the neglect of his cats, it's all been documented. Two very different people and I do respect one but not the other. One is a good guy and the other is complacency, weakness and wannabe evil but not competent enough to be adult evil - more like 4th grader stuff but the 4th graders who do those things well are moving much faster than that thing these days, as well. To him being an asshole to a pretty girl such as Cami or Cali and getting a reaction is a form of acceptance being that he's that fucked up by rejection of what he has and hasn't made of himself and it's that simple, sad and pathetic and is again, the result of rejection and a lot of time alone blaming his own lack of effort combined with complete lack of competency on others. I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel there and to be honest being that I believe in Darwinism, I don't want one for that sad and evil of a soul, either. Every thought myself, anyone I know or have known or anything else has put into that thing's dumb antics is and always has been a complete waste of time, and the same goes for anything or anyone else it has tried to hurt along the way. To it getting a reaction out of a good person is also a form of acceptance and is all it looks forward to anymore. This is why it gets up in the morning, again - sad but so, so true.
Moving on to important, positive and things. Work is great. I love it, and they love me. I won most calls by far. Everyone is very experienced there but I'm crazy Steve so I sprint nonstop. they're having this contest as a result and making the most calls will automatically get my one nice present and my teammate and I will have a ton of raffle tickets for more fun stuff. It's very refreshing because the whole actually dying (for 5 minutes) thing was really tough on my family friends and I. Yes, I was able to float on UC for awhile because I had a healthy quarter. Yes, I drank a lot and met girls, none of whom I slept with. Just a lot of fun nights and a lot of beer and every single time was inspirational to me. I focused on music because I always wanted to be good. I'm not very good yet but I'm getting there. Yes, there was a vocal teacher. We clicked for a bit but when she discovered my falsetto she wanted to focus on stuff like With or Without you, things like that. I do love that music but I more like to rock out, it's true. When I play the hard stuff I feel a release from all of the mundane things us stand up guys have to do every day. I meet a fellow musician and we are like two kids discussing the craft. It's great, and it will only get better as I get better.
So it's good and thank you for chiming in Archie and RC. I'll keep positive and will keeping working hard at that which is constructive. I will also continue to share as I grow as a musician and whatever else.
I'm going to need a replacement for that shirt fellas. That was my cool musician guy shirt and it's funny because it was a $2 buy from the Goodwill store and I had to lose weight to fit into it. It went perfectly with - me. There will be another one, sniffle (lol). I'll run it by you guys before I wear it out.
Archie I hope you and Big Al are doing as well as always, and thanks again man and RC, no words can say how much I appreciate the advice on rhythm, talent, and so much more.
Definitely appreciated.
Let's see where tonight's jam takes us, shall we.
who knows what people will like. I kind of like the style. The 2nd one seems more polished. You appear to be able to come up with lyrics. Can't really hear, but if they're good you have an ok tune imo, good enough for a bar with the right mood.
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