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Drama Moobs Your Mom
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Dear Robyn,
Have you ever just had so much to say, but not sure who to say it to? I am thinking that as I type this. I have "known" you for a better part of 4 years now and I perceive you as a good natured soul. I preface what I say with those assumptions because of anyone on here, I figure you would understand me best.
I am conflicted. I pretty much have to go back to Vegas to live because I am supposed to take someone back with me that needs help getting acclimated and comfortable in Vegas. The more time I spend in New York, the more I am afraid I am going to miss it when I leave. Yesterday was a rough day. The girl I am seeing is a bit draining. As much as I like her, I know her lifestyle may not be conducive with mine. We argued last night. Instead of just accepting what she said as gospel, I put my two cents in. I guess my two cents isn't worth much. Suffice to say, I think we are done.
The handicapping job is going somewhat better than I expected. Yesterday, I read about some internal drama with the website I work for. SBR had a post on it, and I found that a bit disconcerting. I am working hard on putting my best foot forward and being true to myself in all aspects of life. It is hard to do that when you have a sarcastic and biting personality like mine. I know I rub many people the wrong way, but deep down, I just want to be a good guy.
Basically, I am writing this because I am not sure where or what my next move is. Do I go back to Vegas to fulfill my verbal obligation or do I stay in New York and continue to find my true self. Funny how dropping 15 pounds in the last month affects your psyche. I am getting older now. I just want to be sweet. Any advice you have will be taken seriously.
Thank you for letting me vent. Have a great day.
Casper
Have you ever just had so much to say, but not sure who to say it to? I am thinking that as I type this. I have "known" you for a better part of 4 years now and I perceive you as a good natured soul. I preface what I say with those assumptions because of anyone on here, I figure you would understand me best.
I am conflicted. I pretty much have to go back to Vegas to live because I am supposed to take someone back with me that needs help getting acclimated and comfortable in Vegas. The more time I spend in New York, the more I am afraid I am going to miss it when I leave. Yesterday was a rough day. The girl I am seeing is a bit draining. As much as I like her, I know her lifestyle may not be conducive with mine. We argued last night. Instead of just accepting what she said as gospel, I put my two cents in. I guess my two cents isn't worth much. Suffice to say, I think we are done.
The handicapping job is going somewhat better than I expected. Yesterday, I read about some internal drama with the website I work for. SBR had a post on it, and I found that a bit disconcerting. I am working hard on putting my best foot forward and being true to myself in all aspects of life. It is hard to do that when you have a sarcastic and biting personality like mine. I know I rub many people the wrong way, but deep down, I just want to be a good guy.
Basically, I am writing this because I am not sure where or what my next move is. Do I go back to Vegas to fulfill my verbal obligation or do I stay in New York and continue to find my true self. Funny how dropping 15 pounds in the last month affects your psyche. I am getting older now. I just want to be sweet. Any advice you have will be taken seriously.
Thank you for letting me vent. Have a great day.
Casper
