Lamentations. Sometimes I say, "Fok lamentations - never does you any good."
But sometimes I find myself lamenting. While I certainly have love stuff I could lament about, my lamenting is not usually about that. The main thing I come back to is how I didn't maximize my financial situation at the start of the online gambling era. I could be a millionaire. I could be set for life. But instead I made a long-term, patient plan - too much focus on keeping a low profile - like it would last forever.
By the time I realized I needed to be all-out aggressive - BOOM - UIGEA - and BOOM - Neteller pulls out of Canada. The end had already begun.
And here I am. I fokking blew it big time. If I believed in any gods I would sure feel picked on.
Love is a thing too but I feel like it would be easier if I was a millionaire.