Brother Bacon, seriously..... cut the bi-polar act. It's not funny acting all "squirrely" when there are people out there with legit mental issues. Stop trying to entertain yourself just so you can get through your lonely days.
The sun seeks me because the water is red and you know it. you will fall to one knee and rise to some occasion, but get shot back down when the earth turns against you. it's all a clusterfuck in the darken depths of hell where fires rage and demons dwell. it's all on you and the savior you know what I mean because you do and so does your neighbour down the long and winding country road. I don't get it all, but you do. Right?