not that jealous
I could post lots of pics of guys with fat chicks I am super jealous of
One thing about the way some fat chicks react to being fat is that they assume some kind of "super out there" personality
Like they get tons of tattoos, act intentionally gross and all that
I like fat chicks who act just like regular chicks
or rather, I dislike but am attracted to anyway, fat chicks who act just like regular chicks
in fact there are many of them
its interesting to see a girl who is just as superficial and ditzy and moronic as many women, except she's enormous
There are many women who have the exact same personalities as chicks from Laguna Beach and MTV and Miley Cyrus and whatever, except they're like 380 pounds
it's pretty interesting to watch
it is really really really really tough in life to be someone as sensitive and perceptive as I am
In retrospect, I really wish I had just gone to business schools and become a Criminal Banker at one of those Goldman Sachs-type of places, and just sucked out as much money as I could from the Legal Criminality I would have been part of, and just become part of the de facto slave owning class
I had the foresight to see how the world was set up, but I didn't have the foresight to see exactly how acutely miserable I'd be being part of the de facto slave class